you do like to cook, and you say you're a good one. It may not be a bad idea. You know you never cooked for me. Why is that? I knew you were a chef at one time, but I never really saw you get down and dirty in the kitchen.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/30/2002 10:38:00 PM |

Mini golf! Great idea since we're both really tall! Now, where can one go mini golfing round here? That movie garbage is right out. Who likes to do the same ol boring dinner and a movie? There was frost on the ground this morning and it's flipping cold outside and it's only going to get colder. lame eh? So I'm thinking mullet hunting for a while, then mini golf, then um, resteraunt or should I cook a lil somin somin?

| Ryan spilled @ 9/30/2002 04:14:00 PM |

Sweet tastic. I'm glad you kids had a good time. (I'm so jelous I couldn't be there!) Hehe, but I'm so giggly for you right now. I've been praying lots for youz, and it's cool to see you so happy once again. ANd I'll pray for corey too.

So, Ryan just misspelled his name... that's right annoying eh? good thing I can hit the backspace key so nobody knows I did...

Right, So, Ryan has a date soon, and no ideas. I'm thinking mullet hunting and then, I dunno... I don't want to be a putz and take her on a stoopid lame on dinner and a movie date. Where's the fun in that? The problem is that there's nothing to do here. ANd it's right annoying. I miss Seattle, where one can always goof off in the streets and run around and be silly and it'll be much frolicking and fun..... ANywho, Paul needs the printer. So I'm outie. But hook me up with cool ideas, or I shal kick your dog!!!!!!

| Ryan spilled @ 9/30/2002 09:15:00 AM |

Sorry, I couldn't you allow to continue thinking that everything was yucky-poopoo. I knew I would explain more later, and that's what I am doing now.

So the show was sold out right? And we didn't have any tickets to get in. So, I called Erin and we talked it over and she thought it would be a good idea if we tried to go Graceland in Seattle and see if we couldn't find someone who had spare tickets that they were willing to sell. I was really worried because I kept thinking, But what if we don't find any? Are we just going to go home? Or stay on the outside? What will we do? But Erin definitely had more faith than I did and convinced me that we should still try to go. We prayed to find two tickets. One for her, and one for me.

Well, later in the day, a few hours before we were to leave for Seattle, I get this call from Leah! She says, "I'm here! In Washington! I'm coming to the show!" And I was totally surprised and totally excited, but at the same time, a bit sad because I still didn't have tickets. Well, Leah totally caught me off guard and says, "I have a ticket for you! But only one! You'll have to find one for Erin. But don't tell her I'm here! I want it to be a surprise!" So I didn't tell Erin and I made it sound as if we were still gonna go for two tickets. In fact, for a good long time we went for three tickets because Josh had called saying that he would be back from the airplane ride, (he went to Mexico for a week), and would like to join us at the show! So, while I was looking for two tickets, Erin was looking for three. But I knew I already had one and so therefore, still only needed two, that was if Josh made it. And that's how it happened! We found a ticket for Erin! And we found another ticket for Josh! And Leah met up with us and shocked Erin with her appearence! And Leah gave me the ticket, and Erin had hers, and we left one at the main door for Josh to grab for when he arrived! It was so awesome! Because the entire day, most of us had been praying and praying that we would find the tickets to get admitted! And the God provided! And that's why He is sooo awesome!!! Now do you see why I was so happy?! I couldn't believe it! And not only did Erin and I get in, we had arrived so early to talk to EVERYONE who might have a spare ticket, that we had a great spot in line, so that when we entered the building, we were able to get the best places in the mosh pit--directly in front of the stage. We made up the front row of the pit. If I had reached out with my hand, I could have touched Matt Hoopes' guitar for any other band member for that matter. It was great! I realize the whole thing was kinda silly, getting so upset over a concert, but I know that God knows how much I loved all those bands and took me and Erin into consideration. He reminded me that he cares about even the smallest of things. What an amazing night.

Oh yeah, and Ryan, you know how you lost your voice at Creation? Yeah, that happened to me half way through the show last night. And now, when I talk, I have to in just slightly above whispers. I can hardly be heard at all. It's ridiculous. But of course, it was incredibly worth it and rad. Last night was awesome and I am so ready for the next couple of weeks. Yeah! Last night was so fun!

Oh yeah! I almost forgot! Josh did finally make the show! He made it to see relientK play the last four songs! And then, when we left, we met this lady with a terrible disease and she was resting on a street corner. And Josh, Erin, and I stopped to talk and pray for her. Her name was Corey and she has a terrible muscle disease. She was very greatful to us. Josh ended up buying her some food later. But yeah, if you guys could think to pray for her healing, that would be awesome. She seemed to know the Lord and she greatly wanted healing. So, please pray for her.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/29/2002 02:35:00 PM |

Woah woah woah woah there, hold da phone....
Ya can't say somtin like dat ans den not backs it up wit anyting......
So, ah, Why dis it dat Gawd, is so, Awe, some?

| Ryan spilled @ 9/29/2002 12:25:00 PM |

nevermind what I said!!! God is SO AWESOME!!!

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/29/2002 09:04:00 AM |

Sucky sucky sucky. I'm so sorry!

| Ryan spilled @ 9/28/2002 04:17:00 PM |

Ryan... you can't be mad/envious toward me anymore... relientK sold out before I could get a ticket. Well, I thought I had a ticket... but then there was this stupid, horrible, dreadful miscommunication... and well, Erin and I don't have tickets... neither does little brother Kyle... or my new Christian friend Nate who has never been to a Christian concert... And I thought it was going to mark the beginning of a new phase for me... How wrong was I?

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/28/2002 11:28:00 AM |

lol. Well, there's a diffrence between maturity and never being stoopid. But, yeah, my stoopid factor has plummeted since comming here. It's rather annoying. Everyone is so flippin about rumors, and I've found myself playing the image game once again. I watched SPoungebob last friday with the girl from abbotsford, and it was right funny eh? But the problem is, we were the only ones who liked it. Everyone else was getting right cheesed with us, and I wanted to smack people.....
Basically, people here shun stoopifidity. And it's right hard to be my normal stoopid self when everyone gets on yo back about it. I'm going to need you kids when I come back. I just might be acting like a 30 year old. THat's the problem with being a pastoral major. I have to be "responsable" and "Mature" and I can't act like a "Schmuck". And mini me, get the "Laser"...
SOrry about that I got off track... Yeah, I'm a pastoral major, and for some odd reason, pastors are suposed to be mature and wise and right mature, so it's hard for me to be stoopid. But I think that I'll be having a regular dosage of stoopid. Dori and I want to watch them ALL! Muhahahahah!
Speaking of girls... I've got a date the weekend after thanksgiving (canadian thanksgiving is on the 14th THat's right wierd eh?) ANywho, so um, yeah on the 21st, Ryan has a date. But the question is, what does a guy who has no money do for a cool date? (ANd I apologize if I call Molly Heidi when I come back home...)

| Ryan spilled @ 9/27/2002 07:37:00 PM |

Don't get cynical. Just focus on Jesus. Remember the joy that comes from knowing that you have salvation. And remember us. All of us. And then I know you won't get too cynical. Oh yeah, and don't forget to take your regular dosage of Spongebob. It's important that you remain stoopid like myself. I won't have you coming back acting like you're a 30-year-old or something. I just won't have it!

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/27/2002 03:54:00 PM |

Te he he, pumped, but not so pumped, I dig it it makes me giggle......
I said my goodbyes to Erin last night. She'll litrally be on the other side of the world from me. It's right wierd.... But meh, I'm really excited to see her when she gets back. SHe'll have grown so much.
Have I grown? I dunno, maybe you haven't talked to you enough, but Erin said that I sound much more mature.
I dunno I don't think I am.
I am a lot more cynical. The envorment here is so much like high school and I find myself becoming a cynical little bastard like I used to be back in the day. I heard once that maturaty is simple replacing inoocnence with cynicism. So I really more mature? Or am I just letting my cynicism show through?

| Ryan spilled @ 9/27/2002 09:25:00 AM |

Sarah, you rock. And so does James. I've got that one verse posted on my ceiling too. The one about testing of faith develops perseverence and such. Yeah, way cool. Thanks for reminding me.

And Ryan, hey man, I didn't mean to sound like I was accusing you of thinking I was a pessimist. That was not my intention. I was just saying that it was a personal goal of my own, to not be pessimistic in life. I really do want to see the glass as "half-full" because I like other people who see it that way also. I want to be like the people that I am around so often, because I admire them... So when I am a little down, I don't like it, because the last thing I want is for my personality or mood or current problems to bring somebody else down.

On a good note, today was pretty fun. And I'm actually tired right now. I'm really tired. Like I might actually be able to get to sleep before 1:00! I haven't been able to go to sleep that early in weeks! I'm so pumped, but not so pumped that I won't sleep. But isn't that great?! I feel really at peace right now, I'm so thankful...

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/26/2002 11:41:00 PM |

I never thought that you were being a pessimist. I'm mearly pointing out that you don't need to be apologetic. If you are down, then so be it. I wouldn't ask how you are if I didn't want to hear the truth, good or bad.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/26/2002 01:17:00 PM |

Dude! I can't help saying "sorry" for when I'm feeling down! The last thing I want is for somebody to think that I'm negative and live as a pessimist. That's my last wish.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/26/2002 12:56:00 PM |

Right-o no class, and I've kidnapped Brad's computer for a while.
Like I said before, life is never all roses. I spent almost half of monday and all of tuesday being a crybaby. Not everything is easy for me here, and this lack of sleep, combined with the fact that I'm a cryer anywho is making me right mad. I hate crying. But, yesterday, and especially last night, I completly gave it up to the lord. I think that part of my problems stem from the fact that there were some things that I hadden't fully given to him, and when I did, bada bing, bada bang, While it wasn't easy to give some things up, as soon as I did, I felt a million times better. I slightly broke down at the alter in the front of the chaple, but holy cow, it was great how people came up and prayed with me and just gave me love.
So, Fudge it. Yes, I want to hear when your life is going peachy, but the fact of the matter is that It's when they're not peachy that you need others. Mainly God, but he works through people too. And while I'm sorry I'm not there to give you a big ol hug, I AM here, preying for you, and I've got loving words for youz. And while I'd love to smack you for going to relient K saturday, I still love you. So stop apologizing when things get you down, and just let people be there for you.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/26/2002 08:49:00 AM |

Carly, Life isbn't about roses and happy thoughts. If thats all I heard from you I'd worry......
ANywho, time for class, I'll try and write more later.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/25/2002 09:27:00 AM |

well, I'm not sleeping so good... As I think you already know. I fell to sleep at 4:00 AM last night, and a few nights before that, I was up until 4:50ish. I woke up this morning sick with a fairly bad, but not intolerable, sore throat, so I spent the day in my room, lying on my bed, reading, writing, and watching Disney flicks. So, in all fairness, today wasn't too bad. I just lounged around, and that was nice. Sorry I'm totally whiny right now, but I don't really know how else to be. I figure you're thinking, Dude, Carly, you're such a downer... And you're right--right now I'm not so fun to be around. But you asked how my life was, and I don't spose I can lie and say that the air is filled with rose petals and all I hear is sweet, sweet melodies all day long.

Anyway, sorry my life isn't more bright right now. Oh, how I wish it were! But I figure that it will pass, just as everything else does, and I will soon be in a wonderful state-of-mind. As a matter of fact, the relientK show is next Saturday, and I'm stoked to go! Maybe that could mark the end of my down-and-out stage and begin a totally happy, funky, plunkit Carly that everyone can know and love.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/24/2002 11:13:00 PM |

Yeah, it's annoying. I'm trying hardcore to ignore the gossip, but I've got my nosey side too, and it sucks. I went to starbucks tonight. It's a 45 min drive but it was SO worth it. So, how's life with Carly?

| Ryan spilled @ 9/24/2002 08:47:00 PM |

well, then, I hope you fight really hard against it.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/24/2002 12:35:00 PM |

Replase kinda with REALLY....

| Ryan spilled @ 9/24/2002 08:26:00 AM |

Sounds to me like your school kinda digs the gossip side of life...

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/23/2002 09:56:00 PM |

I haven't really grown much, except out. Seriously, good ol freshman 15... I'm up to like 250-255 now.
Was I a flirty guy? My roomate comented today that I'm a pimp, he was like, hey hey, look at you.... And it makes me wonder just what persona I put forth. I never thought of myself as any sort of guy who is like that at all, but I seem to be giving the impression... Or am I on crack? I've never cared what people thik of me, but I don't want to make people think I'm something I'm not. I hate false fronts, and I'm tryig to be as real as I can be with people here.
But meh, we'll see how things unfold.
This town is really getting to me. It's so small. It's like being in duvall, forever.......
ANywho, much love kids.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/23/2002 08:44:00 PM |

You sound like you're doing great, though, Ryan! Like you've really grown! And that's what is so cool!

I figured that girl was just joking around and it sounded to me like she's like that with everyone. Any girl who makes a guy confused as to what they are is somebody who does that to most people, including other girls, too! Sometimes a girl can feel really close to another girl, like they're really good friends, but in actuality, the other girl is simply that way with everyone. Seriously Ryan, guard your heart! That's exactly what Erin is doing when it comes to that no physical stuff, and you know what? I have never seen that girl more happy in the years that I have known her. I think what she's doing when restricting others, (and herself, because hugging is def one of her favorite pass-times...), from physically touching is simply protecting everyone from getting mixed feelings and signals and confusing certain relationships, and I think it's brilliant. I think you may want to consider following the example and see what comes about from it. God may work something in you and in others if you try.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/23/2002 12:05:00 PM |

that was a lot of anywho's with poor capitalization......
So, my transeformers are all here, along with some grub tea and some cookbooks, and spices and more toys and artwork to hang up and my sterieo and my gameboy and a cheese cutter, and my journals, and my books, and another bible, and and and, Ryan is a happy boy. =) No Computer with realy coffee, beef jerkie, and fruit snacks, but suposebly that;ll be here tommarow, YAY!
The envorment of the school is really getting to me. It's really neat in a lot of aspects, It's hardcore centered on God, and it doesn't feel like school at all. It' feels like another campus crusade trip with a few classes in the middle.
But at the same time it's annoying. THere's only 250 kids here, and everything you do gets around fast. So far there's like 3 or 4 diffrfent girls I'm rumored to be dating, and another like 3 that I have hardcore feelings for according to everyone around...... I',m || this close to just smacking someone.
I must say, I've gained new perspective on wht Erin refuses to hug any boys. After a few weeks of this engaged shinanigains, I've learned a few things, mainly, that my fieancee had no real attraction to me, and that it really is all a joke. Wich is QUITE realeaving, but at the same time, kinda dissapointing. I was kinda getting keen on the idea of a relationship... But it turns out that what I took for her being attracted to me was mearly just how she acts with everyone. So I find myself having to keep reminding myself that she isn't attracted to me and to not let meself get carried away like I started to. So, while I think Erin is at times a bit extreme in her lack of physical affection I understand all the more where she's comming from.
Speaking of, I'm going to miss her when she leaves, It's wierd, but even though I haven't spolen to her in a while, it's comforting to know that I can at least call her and leave a message, but in a week she'll be 12 time zones away.... Two people can not be farther apart on this earth the we will be...
Speaking of calleing, when you call me, call at 8:00-8:30 your time, I'll always be near my phone then, any other time and it's iffy weather nor not I will be.....
Yeah, so that's what's been going on with Ryan recently, I'm still on a bit og an emotional rollercoaster, I'mm quite good one minute, then I'm a bit homesick the next.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/23/2002 11:03:00 AM |

RIght-o, TIme for me nightly update. I got a message from erin this weekend, (at least I think it was this weekend) It made me smile greatly, I miss her a lot. And Carly. Deep down, where I'm soft, like a girl, I cry a lot.... Te he he THe boys are all farting.... ANywho, I'm now the star of the 6:29 ( a killer youth group) videos. ANywho, looks like the boys are out. Much love... More to follow....

| Ryan spilled @ 9/22/2002 08:26:00 PM |

Yay! I will call you sometime soon. Not tonight, but perhaps tomorrow. I think it may be too late to call tonight... But I will def call you soon, because I miss ya, and we need to do some catch-up. Later!

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/22/2002 05:05:00 PM |

Me ok? Yeah I hurt, STILL but whateva, it's just an ankle, hip, elbow and shoulder, although it's not so much the points where I fell, but rather the muscles areound them that are sore as can be. I'll heal, and the fact is I'm getting better on a skateboard. (FYI, Jon Johnson's selling longboards that he' making fo fiddy bucks.) My number up here is (506) 433-1516 (I think) And you can always call me old number (206) 251-3296 and leave me a message. I'd call you right, now, but it's only 6:30 yo time....
And just for the record, girls suck.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/22/2002 06:36:00 AM |

Alright, I don't have your number... What's the deal?!

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/21/2002 05:34:00 PM |

Dude, are you ok? I'm calling you. I've had it. I can't take this.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/21/2002 05:30:00 PM |

My school is in Sessex New Brunswick.
Spoungebob Rockes my socks off.
I could not take ice skating right now. My fieancee's kind of ex boyfriend let my kick around on his skateboard, and I fell HARDCORE and hurt my ankle, my hip AND my elbow.....

| Ryan spilled @ 9/21/2002 02:51:00 PM |

Dude, Ryan! We went ice skating tonight! It was totally rad! I wish you could have been there!!! I couldn't help but think that you would have loved being there with us, falling on purpose and junk. It was awesome... We miss you lots...

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/21/2002 01:10:00 AM |

Spongebob... I haven't seen an episode in weeks... I feel so deprived.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/21/2002 12:52:00 AM |

It ain't bad really. The whole bethany teen camp thing is getting on my nerves. I've found a kindered spirit here, The kid who's room I'm in and I just got back from a canadian version of target, and *gasp* We swore when we were there. Everyone is so holy and scantamonius here, and it was SUCH a release to say something and not be judged hardcore by it. But whatever. I'm really excited to watch spoungebob sillypants tonight. I got to talking with this really neat girl from abbotsford BC (Wich by the way is where out friends from the great white north that we met at creation are from, She in fact went to school with em) anywho, SPOUNGEBOB! I'm excited.
ANywho time for dinner yo.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/20/2002 12:46:00 PM |

sounds like a heavey load...

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/20/2002 11:55:00 AM |

My classes rock and suck. Basic christian believs (theology 101) is awesome, and I like the fact that bib lit makes me read me bib, but it's a sleeper class. Music fundementals is reatrted, but spiritual formation is really really good. Intro to bible study should be renaimed BS, it's a class to sleep through, but child psych is good.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/20/2002 09:16:00 AM |

seriously, weblogs rock...

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/19/2002 08:23:00 PM |

I rented the movie The New Guy today and I laughed. A lot. It was very humorous... "like the bone in your arm."

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/19/2002 07:59:00 PM |

it's really boring here in the library....

| Ryan spilled @ 9/19/2002 03:56:00 PM |

It's been really wierd for me latley, I've made friends with a girl who looks almost exactly like molly, and I keep saying Mol-Er- Heidi.....
My flip flop broke, and it sucks bacause I now have a huge ol thing of duct tape inbetween my toes.
Hey, I've been meaning to get more hardcore on praying for you kids, so gimme a big ol list of stuff and I'll talk to Jesus about it (him and me are pretty tight you know... :)
Oh I'm excited, I found a sign that's a replacement men's room sign, and we put it over our room numbers.... Hopefully we'll confuse the living daylights out of the high school kids that will be visiting soonly.
ANywho kids it be lunch time
MMMmmmMMM WHat variation of chicken will it be today? :p

| Ryan spilled @ 9/19/2002 07:45:00 AM |

Simply ask Him to take what feelings you have for someone and to do what He wants with them. Either He'll remove them permanently, or the feelings will come back, or He'll simply tell you to continue as you have, or so on... I learned from Erin and it has helped me immensely!!!!!! With the guys that I have known, it is easy for me to develop feelings for them, but ever since I started given them back to God, my relationships have been so peachy and sweet, I would never go back to how I was dealing with things before!

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/18/2002 10:35:00 PM |

That's the general consensus of everyone here. Te he he, I learned a new rule here at bethany bridal college. Seen once together, Just friends. Seen Twice together, Dating. Seen Three times together, engaged. ALthough, back to the subject, I've always found it odd giving feelings to god? How exactly does one do that...?

| Ryan spilled @ 9/18/2002 08:44:00 PM |

So don't get attached. Give the feelings back to God and let Him do with them what He wants. If the feelings return, continue to give them back to God until He tells you exactly what He wants you to do with them. Much love, brotha!

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/18/2002 05:12:00 PM |

Right, but at the same time, I think I'm slightly getting attatched too, wich is the uber annoying part...

| Ryan spilled @ 9/18/2002 12:03:00 PM |

Dude, keep playing it like a joke! She'll get a clue! Don't chase girls, Ryan! You know that you aren't there to do that and therefore, should continue to just play along, of course, not allowing it to become a focus or a distraction. If in either case the joke becomes hazardous to your growth while where you are staying, then I recommend taking action. Until then, just relax and let the girl have her fun.

Sarah! So glad to hear that you finally saw each other! He loves school! Especially piano lab! He is already kicking serious butt at the keys! I am shocked! Later!

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/17/2002 11:07:00 PM |

So there I was right, Talking to this girl who's rather cool, and Apparently I'm just like her brother in law, and so as a joke she said let's tell people we're getting married. Well you know me an jokes, so I did. Now the big joke is that we're engaged. And she had a boyfriend, and it was just an innocent little joke... Only she's now broken up with her boyfriend and we've been pushing the joke thing into the realms of a little more then a joke, and quite frankly, it's annoying me. Here I am saying, "NO! I'm not going to chase after girls!" and then one is just pretty much put in my lap. Do I do anything? do I call things to a halt? DO I keep treating this as all a big joke? I mean, she is a Grits fan. I dunno if I can handle that....

| Ryan spilled @ 9/17/2002 02:12:00 PM |

You can tell just by looking at Brent that he is so much bigger than Ryan. You don't need to stand them side-by-side to see that.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/17/2002 01:25:00 PM |

Um, Well, i;m taller, but he's got me by 100 lbs

| Ryan spilled @ 9/17/2002 10:25:00 AM |

I had no idea your brother was going through that! Good to know that he'll be an assistant coach, though. At least he's still involved in the thing he loves.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/16/2002 08:09:00 PM |

http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/preps/86919_brent13.shtml MY BRUDDER!

| Ryan spilled @ 9/15/2002 08:02:00 PM |

Ok, SO there I was, at bridal college, and this girl decides to make me her new fieancee. And I'm like, sure, it'll be funny. And she's all flirting a lot, and I'm all like, hey, cool-On second thought, I'm off to Mc DOnalds with everyone to go hang out. Toodles.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/15/2002 06:20:00 PM |

*Sniff* I'm so jelous right now...... Have I seen Stange Occourance? I know I've heard of them bunches, but have I actually seen them play?

Carly, you really need to STOP THINKING YOU'RE A SCHMUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously, I'm, going to have to smack you when I get home!

You kids need to get Erin on here more since I think this will be my primary way of commnicating with you all. Seeing as the time diffrence makes IM's akward, and I'm out of phone card minutes. Quite frankly, you need to get Jon on here too, and you need to get Josh to buy a computer and get on here too.

Speaking of the J's, Give them all a hug. Especially Jordan. I mean, I realize that he's engaged now, but tommarow IS the 16th of september... I'm so sorry I missed jon's consert. I really wished I was there.

Hey Hey Cool news! Brenna found a really good church! It's soo cool to watch her grow! Anywho, I'm off to talk to carly on IM and then go watch Robin hood men in tights....

| Ryan spilled @ 9/15/2002 04:21:00 PM |

Ok, unfortunately, I had a last minute babysitting job the night of Jon Johnson's big debut! Snarl! But the good thing is, tonight I was talking to the Big J himself tonight and he said it went awesome! He even got an encore! Impressive for a first timer.

Tonight, I spent the evening with the band of Strange Occurance the lead singer's, (TJ), home! They were having a barbeque and somehow I managed to sneak in without hardly getting noticed! Actually, Josh is friends with TJ from high school and since I am Josh's friend, I too, was blessed to chill in the band's presence. I saw Joe for the first time in what felt like FOREVER and we reminisced over past concerts and funny moments and had a generally grand time. Gabe is still as hilarious as ever and had me on my side most of the night. We mainly sat around on the deck listening to 107.7 and making fun of every "rock" band that they played. It was so cool! And everyone were so happy to have me there and was like, "Dude! Carly, thank you so much for coming!" And of course I stoopiding said, "No problem!" And in my head I was like, "Umm... Wait a sec. Shouldn't I be thanking you?!" But I was so elated about having come that I forgot to... I'm sure they could read my face well enough.

So that's what happened to me tonight. Although we left a little bit early and went back to the Hunting Lodge, it was still lots of fun. Upon our return to the Lodge, I kept thinking that Ryan would come following us in, but he never did! And I was suddenly filled with remorse... Because I know it would have been even FUNNER had he been there tonight. I would have felt better anyway. I miss you lots Ryan!!!

Well, I'm off to bed. Sweet dreams everyone!

Leah, dude, where have you been?
Molly, you too!
Sarah, I think you're still around...
Alex, what the heck?!
Nathan, your mom!
Erin, got blog?

carly.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/14/2002 11:25:00 PM |

So there I was right, Writing my next Nightly update on the Wiedmaier front.....
Yeah, Saturdays Rock eh?
No class, laundry to be done, woke up at noon, lots of goofing off.
ALthough my foot hurts like a mofo. We had an office space sceen with Meek's CD-ROM, and Sweeny cut his thumb open, DePrez cut his hand, and I cut all the way through my flipflop and into my heel.
I finally had some good hardcore convorsations tonight. I really miss our late nights in teddy rosevelts hunting lodge. So it was good to have a good heart to heart.
I hate homework. I've got chapters 1-6 in one book to do, (63 pages) 2 chapters in another book, 50 pages in another book, about 70 in yet annother book, and I've got to make it to gennisis 50, and write two pages. OH and I have to read an hour of another book. All by monday. I forgot howmuch school can suck. It's good to be back though, The books arn't too bad, lots of cool info about Mr.Christ (word to your mom, eh?)
I still haven't finnished my song, but I've got a few ideas on how to do it. I want a cool bridge so I'm taking my time and waiting for a good idea.
So, apparntly I'm engaged to this girl, and she went with her boyfriend to spend the weekend with her brothers, well last night she dumped him. WIch means that we just went from being a joke to I dunno what yet, and things might get sticky because I'm sticking to my guns about not dating anyone untill God puts them in my life. And while I didn't bring much with me on my carry on, I DID bring my "Don't chase Girls" Rock.
It's so annoying to be sorrounded by attractive christian girls, and have decided not to do anything about it. So pray for me kids, I need it eh?
So, that's everything that's going on with me that I can really think of. How are you kids doing?
I miss you all lots and I love you all lots.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/14/2002 08:09:00 PM |

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg! (I do so love pirate noises... Even If I don't do anything, eh?:)

| Ryan spilled @ 9/14/2002 11:09:00 AM |

Blaaaaaarg! Are none of ye scurvey dogs around to tell me how Jon's show went?!? Blast! To the Plank with ye!

| Ryan spilled @ 9/14/2002 11:02:00 AM |

Well, there's the kids here on the third floor, Jon, and Brian Rock the Acoustic, Brent, Drew, and Paul Rock the Electric, And Wilson Rocks the Bass. And Woodard (My arch Nemmisis) lives on thesecond floor, as does Broodie, ANd they both Really rock the Acoustic. De Prez is in a cool band,(He's the drummer) ANd brian is a drummer too. but I forget thename, so, I'll hook you alls up with thenamewhen i remember. A girl rocked an acoustic Bass in worship Last night, it was soooooo sweet. I dunno why I'm a sucker for a girl on a stage with a cool insterment. (So, carly, let's get you on astage,andyou'll get the boys no problemo eh?) OHOHOHOH It's the 13th! How was Jon's Show? I'm gonna go back to my room and cry now. I missed Jon's first real gig. =( I'm so happy I found Emo Kids here you guys, I've been missingyou andall of our cool music. OH! I wrote a song! Almost, I need a bridge, and I think the ending's way too cheesy, but meh.... Now I just need some help with a gutair part, and a melody, butI've got an inkiningabout themelodies (Sorry about the spaces, brian's computer needs help...... I'm sick and it sucks. IT's about to snow soon, so that'll be coo. I know I'm a but random andtelling you lots of stupid usleless facts, butmeh... It's 12:30am for me now (I'm finally on canadian time eh?)

| Ryan spilled @ 9/13/2002 08:23:00 PM |

there's no music?! That's so crazy/stoopid!!!

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/13/2002 11:18:00 AM |

I must drive thousands of miles away (really about 50, but the speed limit here is close to 75, so it's lke a 45 min drive) But yeah, there's no music here. THe town of sussex has about 5000 people total. It's tiny. The THing to do is hang out in the parking lot of tim hortons (Wich is like a bad krispy creme, but they have old doughnuts that taste bad and only serve rotgut drip coffee.) So yeah, it kinda sucks. But the people are really cool. I got engaged today, To a really silly girl named lilly. (We don't know how she's going to break it to her boyfriend yet, but he's comming up for the weekend...) Although the last time I did something silly like this I got myself ordained over the internet. ANd now I'm in bible school, so I can be really ordained. Scary eh? Oh, random interjection, Fountains of Wayne is the band I was refering to in my last post. Totally killer, eh? It's really annoying here, because I'm refusing to chase girls, but there's so many, and they're all so cool and attractive... Of course, none of them are Death Cab for cutie fans, nor do they play guair like carly or are any of them emo kids in any way, and the only girl over 6'0 is waaaaaaaaay too into sports and working out, and I have gained about 5 lbs since comming here... Carly, get Jon JOhnson to send me his new stuff. My adress here is Ryan Wiedmaier, SPO# 252, 26 Western St, Sussex NB E4E 1E6. ANd as soon as you have new stuff, I expect a CD!!!!!!!!!!!! (And everyone on the west half of the 3rd floor of my dorm digs your cd. Well, excapt for one kid, but he's a grits/boyz to men/stupid rap fan.) ANywho, I need to get to bed, it's 12:20am, and I have class in a few short short hours. Praise the lord for naps eh? I seem to manage to fit in about 1-2 hours extra sleep a day. (And yes, i do realize that I've been saying eh, I'm making it a point to learn canadian so I can cheese off my brother)

| Ryan spilled @ 9/12/2002 08:20:00 PM |

Honestly now. Are there any places to go to see a decent concert in Sussex, or must you drive thousands of miles away?

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/11/2002 09:10:00 PM |

Um,it'swierd.Peopleherespeakfunny. (the spacebar doesn'twork well on this computer, annoying eh? Sorry) And they eat wierd food, like frenbch fries with gravy. The town is like duvall, only half the size. There's only 1 place that sells espresso in all of Sussex. It's been redicilously hot for the last week, but tonight it's been rainy. And I LOVE rain, but it makes memiss everyone. I've used up all of me phone card minutes too. The kids here are really square forthe most part, but I'vemadefriends with the "Haaaadcore" (A boston accent) boys. Nate'stalkingabout weazer (sp?) albums, And I've burned (yes, I'm evil) all of dashboard, lots of further seems forever(including a bye bye bye cover) 3 Death Cab albums, The Annaversary, the cootees, Wayne somebody (oldschool emo) Short music for short people, banfolds, 2 Getup Kidsalbums, and I've heard lots more monkay cool bands. I highlyreccomend The Insiders, the cootees, and the Annaversary. ANywho I should get back to my new friends. But I miss youallso much, and I love you all.

| Ryan spilled @ 9/11/2002 08:40:00 PM |

So, there I was rightm in the room nest to mine here in this wasteland known as Canadia... HOnestly now, you make a site called Jesus loves ou and your mom and don't bother to tell me till months later?! I'm hurt! :( anywho, I don't quite have the time to read everything and post, but long story short, I love you all very much and I miss everyone like crtazy. I'll post again when I get my computerm, or I have acess to one with internet for a while.... Much love!

| Ryan spilled @ 9/11/2002 06:30:00 PM |

dude, did you hear? The entire front wall of the Barn has been removed! Yeah, it's gone! When I come home, I don't need to open the barn door to look inside, because dude, their is no barn door! Their is no wall! Just air! It's sooo cool! We're gonna completely re-do the front part of the Barn and it'll be 100 times better than what it was! How exciting, eh?! I'll try to get a picture and post. It's really quite fun to look at.

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/09/2002 12:38:00 PM |

is the barn coming along nicely, bish?

| lalbe spilled @ 9/09/2002 07:43:00 AM |

Is it just me, or is there a sweet aroma of mud hovering in the air...?

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/08/2002 10:32:00 PM |

Hey! I've put some new pictures up at the jeffersonair! Just thought I'd mention!

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/06/2002 04:23:00 PM |

whoa... This is so scary... Am I alone in this dwelling?

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/05/2002 06:53:00 PM |

dude! where has the medford gone?

| Anonymous spilled @ 9/03/2002 08:02:00 PM |